I’ll probably be crying. Looking at this blog as a way to keep my mind off things. But All I really want is you back beside me. All I really want is you to “remind me” of how we used to be. So in love and every minute was so worthwhile no one would even doubt it.
I love you every day Jen. Don’t forget to remind me.
Still the best feeling in the world. Happens a few tomes, its worth the risks and pain. Digitalalization… Has made everything a bit easier. More… Distant. Bet when you get the break up phone call you’ll know exactly what I mean. At least look them in the eye when u end a relationship. Be human ppl. Cry with someone this year. Wipe away some tears. Make some bad decisions. Make some good ones. Take the risk of being vulnerable. You might surprise yourself. 2013 here I come
*sighs* Loving someone is not easy. But hating them is not the answer. Starting a relationship, building trust, sharing yourself is definately not my forte. And when my heart gets broken, there is nothing left to do othe than pick up the shambles and move on.
I can’t say I was happy when it happened. But I can say I am happier and less stressed now that we are apart. I can also say my new gf is awesome. Past the honeymoon stage at this point and she still tolerates all of my quirks. One of the best things to happen to me yet. (0 plays)
It’s sad to think this was months ago. I just got a reminder on my calender about our anniversary… yikes. That was rough. (0 plays)
My now ex gf and I broke up, and I usually keep that part of my life separate from my blog. However, I really trusted this girl, and let her into my life. There wasn’t an aspect of my day that didn’t remind me of her. Even this blog, I trusted and tried to share everything. This girl has broken my heart with the end of our relationship. She has emotionlessly moved on from what we had, and she speak a work to me. I had thought it was forever, and pour all of myself into it. Anyway, Needless to say it’s over. I love her to this day, and I don’t think that will change. One thing I am glad about even though I struggle, I will never be able to go back to a kind of relationship like that. And if and when I get into another one. I will have everything 50/50. Maybe this way, I won’t look back and think wow, what a waste of my life. I will stop putting up emotional posts now. We will resume with the normal kitties and other lovely animals that inhabit our lovely planet. Have a nice day. =)